The Legendary Boy is ruining all my relationships.

It's true. I can't commit to anybody because I nobody is as good as him. I compare every man to him in my mind and no one ever measures up. So I think, "Why should I commit myself to this person when there is someone out there like the Legendary Boy?"

Shit. This is the problem with having met and known the most beautiful soul on the planet. No one else could ever compete with that. I'm looking at all these good people and seeing only what they're not.

Bahhhg. If I can't have him, is it really necessary that he should ruin my chances at happiness in any other relationship?

Saturday Morning Thought Process

"If I have to be up this early..."

"...I may as well be listening to Vatica."

Um...

I just talked to Myke con for an hour and ten minutes. Who knew the kid could say more than six sentences in that amount of time?!

















The longer I talked to him, the more I felt like I was losing something important and irreplaceable.