quite lovely, yes?

(excuse the missing corners)

I've never been much of a carnation fan, but I've grown quite affectionate towards these particular blooms, perhaps because of the giver. And it's been something close to two weeks since you gave them to me, yet look how good they still look! My mother says carnations are hardy, but I am still surprised.

You are lovelier than any flower could ever hope to be.....I cannot help but wait, wait for it all to come crashing in on us. Most likely by my own fault, or some fatal personality-sandpaper flaw that will eventually bubble to the surface. Still, I am content to hold my breath. You are worth the possibility of wasted time.